I gotta feeling

I have finally realised the feeling of spending off your savings. It was last Friday, that kinda made me think to myself. Ok actually, I didn't think that much, just yah..I realised the heartache some of my friends feel when they buy things with their own $.

I watched 2012 today, it was kinda boring in the beginning, but soon it started to excite me! I spent $12.90 on this PC game from Toys R Us, its some Cinderalla designing game, something like Sims just that there's no family here and there, pets or whatsoever, you just design castles, and their rooms. After designing 2 rooms, I realised what a fool I was to spend $12.90 on such game, when I could've spend it on some other things.

Went CGH at 3pm. I spent less than 10mins in the Dr's room, then yah left. I didn't want any more medicines from him, cause I had more than enough. I bet I'm still left with 100+ pills to pop into my mouth. Anywayz, he asked me to go Physio now, since exams are over. So I gotta go Physio this Thursday since I'm not free tomorrow, & not Wednesday (PROMICIDE!!!). So, Thursday early in the morning I gotta go hospital again. I should just collect their "Fever Free" stickers. I shouldn't see going to the hospital a bad thing, because he's trying to heal me, I should be more than happy! Oh yah, Dr M. wasn't wearing his mask today, so I finally saw how he actually looked like behind the mask! Kekekeke oh & there were 2 other doctors behind him, I think they're some students in Uni or something, some learning journey perhaps. Hahaha, saw their expression on their face when they saw me, that " :O " look. HAHAHA! Ok. Seeing the Doctor is like...hello~ less than 5 minutes in his room, $38 flew away for consultation.

I'm sooo soooo sadddddddddd now, because my wallet is left with $7. How the hell am I going to Town with $7 ?!?!!?! OK, I KNOW THE FEELING NOW I KNOW IT! I FEEL IT!!!! DAMMMMMMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ):

I've bought enough shirts while Ion-ing with my parents already, so kinda satisfied. But but but, I feel that I'm still lacking of something!!

I should start my Art&Craft soon! Hehehehe I'm gonna do something something something! :D

Ok, I'm going to Town with Mum in the early afternoon in search of a clutch, then meeting the 2 B-ballers aka the Bummers to I dont know do what. We're suppose to shop, but I guess I don't have the $ to shop unless I open my piggybank. Nah no no no....thats not the way. K, I'll figure something out.

I dont know why, but there's a new pet in our family. A hammie. Ginny & Harry went for a hair-cut, like finally. Btw, I suspect Ginny's pregnant, her stomach is huge. I hope there're 5 babies inside! Then we'll have a BIGGGGGG family! :D

In order to confirm a dog's pregnancy, is it possible to use the Pregnancy Test kit we can find in any pharmacy stores? Okay, that's utter nonsense. I cant wait to be a Granny, but on the other hand, I don't want Ginny to go through such labour. WHAT IF she gave birth when we're not in Town!?!? How?!!? K, shan't think so much..



I miss the MG ):
(BADLY!)

Finally

At last, the big Os are over! Shan't talk about it, because whats done is done.

After school, went home, shower yah then left house with Mum to head down to Ion to look for Prom stuffs, then walked here and there, then went to Tangs then walked and bought and bought. Yah, then I walked to Far East to meet Mindy,Sara & Jolyn.

Then we walked to I forgot where. We went Citylink, Wisma and Marina Sq. Watched Paranomal Activity.






Bye world, I don't feel special that Os are over. Ok, gotta runnnnnn :D

ITS BEEN A WHILE!

O's are gonna end soon! I shouldn't be blogging now, because I've still got Chinese and 2 MCQs to go next week! I'll start mugging for my Chinese during the weekends. I'm just either 5/4/3/2/1 marks short to that A1! Go Sheryl!

Updates updates, I'm going Turkey in Decemeber! Yeah, because the place we actually wanted to go was already fully-booked, leaving us with the choice of only Turkey left. But well, not a bad place is it? I've yet to visit Turkey yet. Heard that it looks something like Egypt, but I guess Turkey would be better? Hahaha, I'll see it for myself in December! Sadly we won't be celebrating Christmas overseas this time. I hope we'ld have a short getaway after our Turkey trip to somewhere to celebrate Christmas instead of celebrating it here, kinda boring...

Anyway I'm really curious who the "Guest" tagger in my tagboard is. Hahaha, who did you heard from about my problem?! I'm better already I guess, thanks to eating 5 pills a day. Its a routine for me now already, but I've not been taking my pills since the start of O Levels becaue I was afraid I might just fall asleep halfway through during the paper, since the pills causes drowsiness. As such, I gotta control the pain during the exams. At least I've got the company of my jacket, I could fold it and put behind my back, acting as a cushion. Hehe (x

I received CGH's letter a few days back, at first it kinda shocked me, cause I thought what business so big, must mail me a letter. Hahaha, in the end it was just my appointment being rescheduled!!!

I'm kinda excited for O's to end!!! I have many plans! :D

Before Prom, gonna go CGH again then Facial thanks to my face being in a very bad state due to the O's syndrome ):

Then then....
I wanna watch




& go...

I wanna watch Beauty & the Beast but my Mum says its not worth it ): Nvm..I'll ask someone to sponsor me! I wanna watch la!

I wanna watch...




Yah, I can only dream of wanting to watch finish all of those before Year 2010 starts. It seems like we're gonna have a long break after O's, but guess what? Before we know it we'ld be either rejoicing that Year 2010 is finally here, or moaning why 2009 had to pass in such a swift.

I NEED to catch up with the MG! At least the 10 of us still keep in contact since graduating from NAPS! I realised almost all of us went to different schools yet our bond's stilll there! ♥ you all!

Okay, I shall update again after O's has officially ended! Lets all rejoice!!! :D

Anyway, I was looking through the photos in my phone and I saw some pictures with M&S taken last year, oh..how I missed those times.


Mindy so cute in this picture! Hahaha! Don't you miss your this hair girly?

Roll On

You got me questioning,
Where is the love?



Monday's the day I'm going to roll on roll on a roller coaster ride.

I'll see you at the end of the journey.

Till then, I promise

down down down

tonight's the night i'm letting go.

its driving me insane that i'm going down and further deep deep down

EX TUITION MATES!

Dinner with Vanessa, Nisha & Dion at Ehub. We waited super long for Dion, he took ages to come, probably spending more time with his you-know-who. HAHAHA! While waiting for him...the 3 of us chit-chatted a lot, I can't stop laughing, till I'm having a bad headache now. Nisha's laughter is contagious!

Guess what? We waited so long for Dion so we could start eating in the end he didn't eat. He just bought a cup of coke. Zzz..all for the waiting. Hahaha, but nevermind! Walked & walked & walked..bump into Keith, so I thought I would be bumping onto their whole clique. Indeed yes, went Ehub and saw their group. Took a picture with them. Happy Sweet 16 Keith & Yun Ping! :D

Ya ya ya, then..took pictures. Memories (: Then...Vanessa gotta go, cause of her curfew. So the 3 of us walked to Whitesands to meet Benedict & Favian cause the both of them were taking SUPER long to meet us at Ehub. Guess what? Benedict was at Whitesands, then he said there no bus to Ehub, so the both of them walked to Mr Vincent's house there and take bus. Ehhhhh funny ah you two!

Benedict & Favian changed A LOT! They're like omg, tall, thanks to Sports School huh? Make the both of you changed so much. Benedict & Favian are both cam-shy, so can't take photo with or of any of them. Zzzz...

Mum fetched me from Vincent's house cause sister just ended tuition also.

Head is hurting to the max, I think I laughed too much & my sis just told me she heard from the radio, the DJ said that laughing too much can cause a person to laugh to death. Kkkkz, I needa control.

















Saw WC.







Yay! We all shall keep in contact forever :D

PRP

MRI Scan this Friday! I think I'm crazy but, I kinda look forward to it cause just now my Mum told me that they'll provide with headphones then can listen to music so won't hear those banging noises! (: Then next week go back cgh.

Anywayz, I cycled from home to pasir ris park just now alone! :D Imagine everyone not at home, how boring...except my Dad, sleeping. So I left house. Woohoo, the feeling of cycling alone is good manz! Seriously, you guys should try it someday. Listen to music, cycle along the beach. Like all your anxieties just kinda disappeared!




The breeze was good! (: Perfect day for cycling, so windy.. no sun. Hahaha! :D

K then I got bored sitting there listening to the waves. LOL!
So I cycled a few rounds up and down Pasir Ris Park then headed home.


I laughed at myself

NADINE NATHAN THE SARDINE GOT A1 FOR CHINESE! OMGGGG, SO PROUD OF YOU :D

CINDERALLA ON ICE ♥

HELLO HELLO HELLO!

My mood's getting better, probably because CINDERALLA ON ICE was WEEE OH WEEET! Went on 30th August. Sadly, photography isn't allowed in the theatre. It was really SUPERB, all of you should just go watch. The way they ice skate, dance, omggggggggg only. :DDDDD

We got really good seats anywayz, like just..6 rows from the stage. So infront of us kinda like only...2 adult heads infront of me. Hahaha, then my sis and my little cousins all so short. HAHAHAHA! But they can see la.

I bought one of their T-Shirt and the necklace :D SO HAPPY! HAHAHAHAH

HAPPY ME BACK FROM CINDERALLA ON ICEEEE :D

So today...HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! :D School was..not really interesting, oh well..anywayz, check this out..




$$$$$$ ALL FLEW AWAY. Got 5 same ones in my bag, imagine $5 gone like that. LOL! EH, BUT HAPPY HAPPY GOOD ENOUGH :D

Okie Dokiez, I want the next Disney On Ice to be here, and whatever other On Ice shows :D I LIKEY

Touched Down

It seems like no one understands the pain I'm going through
" I know what kind of pain it is " No actually you don't. No one knows. Its not any ordinary ouch ouch.

I'm sorry to those people around me. I didn't mean to let you all hear my constant complaints. I don't mean it yeah, but sometimes I just gotta let them out. There's no other way for me to vent my anger. Can't expect me to vent on people right?

I'm sorry girls, for always being such a pessimist, then you girls will always scold me, nag at me. Hahaha, at least I know you all care for me (: I feel fortunate knowing you all do care about my condition. Although you all might think that I'ld be alright. I hope, but I got a strong feeling it ya-know-will-stay. I'm sorry for looking on the negative side. Can't help it.

This problem is seriously affecting my concentration, I swear. I do work halfway, then..."oh here comes the pain" dammit. & I just told Daddy the results today. I don't want the people around me to worry, just pretend I didn't tell you all anything okay. & please don't discriminate me just cause of IT. ):

Btw, its 15 more days to "hello cgh" see yah there! :D

Promise of a lifetime

Si Hui was so funny in class today! She and her Vasantham, seriously..I don't get her actions?!? Then Jolyn started singing Munei Vu Raliba? K, I don't know how to spell it..But yah, then she got me addicted to singing that song. Amazingly, I could still remember the lyrics! The last time I sang it was in..uhhh Primary School I think. Omgz, amazed with myself! :P

Lunch-ed with usual people :D It has been a really loooong time since we ate together huh! :D
Oh yeah, so...those on the table know what the Dr said yesterday, hehehe. Then...Si Hui was like " so what did the doctor said yesterday? Huh? " None of us replied her, hahah! then..she said "what? cant be blahblahblahblahblahblah right? " LOL! Wah, she damn spot on. So yah, all of us were stunned...... Love you girlie girls!

Anywayzzzz, I can't wait for tomorrow! :D I don't know whyyyyyy, but yah hahahah :D I should meet up with different people everyday, so that..choychoychoy, I'm able to eat with most of my friends in 20days! HAHA! K, Whatever Sheryl, slap your face and sing the Indian song please.

Btw, I want a Japanese wooden slipper! Someone buy for me please ^^ xD

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

Specialist

When you thought it would least happen to you, it did.
I learn, to always expect the unexpected.

I hope, pray or whatever, that in 3 weeks time, my back problem would heal. I've killed enough of cells inside my body. I went for 4 xray scans just now, I think my body's weak now. LOL! Losing too much cells! Anywayz, I hope I'ld get better, I don't want them to inject this liquid, I think its radionuclide? I can't remember, into my bone, for a bone scan if my back doesn't heal. The specialist doesn't even know what it is, but he suspects its .... yah, those whom I've told you should know what it is. Pathetic huh me?

Oh well...this is life, I should live life like that. Be optimistic! WOOHOO :D
Anywayz, thanks to those who tried cheering me up :D
I'm fine people, don't worry! Aiyah, this kind of thing..no biggie one lah! Tskkkk

In 3 weeks time, CGH here I come again.

Forever & Ever & Ever

How disappointing it was, knowing that we'ld not be getting back our Chinese O Level results today, because I was mentally prepared to receive the results. Then..suddenly, who knows why it wasn't today. I still remembered last week, Mdm Goh said the release of the results would be today. Apparently, it isn't. I don't want to have anther sleepless night, but well..its actually quite pointless brooding over it, cause what is done is done. I pray, for everyone to get at least an A! Go people!

I tied my hair in a bun today, reason being...I cut my hair, and I think it looks super ugly in a ponytail. Hence, that explains why I've gotta bun it up. So I'm going to bun it up till it grows back to original length before my haircut (:

English lesson today, was I dont know, I thought the Path in life was quite interesting. It made me thought quite a bit about my life.



Indeed, life would never be a bed of roses, for me, for you & perhaps for everyone else too. Life hasn't been smooth sailing for me, I'm certain about that. Or maybe its me, myself who made my life in this state. Actually, I shouldn't be complaining much about my life. I'm only 16, why am I thinking so much about life? I guess I'm still too young to actually understand? Or perhaps not. Oh well..I don't know.

Actually, I don't know what I'm thinking about also. Its just that, when I've got nothing to do, nothing to entertain me, nothing to focus on, my mind starts to wander. Its really irritating. I worry for people for nothing, when they don't seem to actually even care. I think about stuffs that might not, or would not even happen. I should snap myself back into reality.

I wonder, why I'm feeling like this, when I'm not suppose to.
I wonder, if I should stop letting my thoughts run wild, which would lead me to feeling upset only.
Maybe, I should...stop thinking too much.

Cause it is true, that I don't really get you at times. Wrecking my brain trying to think what you're thinking, ain't helping a teeny weeny bit. Snap yourself back, Sheryl!

Maybe, fairytales really do not exist.

Ok, sorry about all those crapz. I just needed to let those out. That's all for laugh, thanks folks.

XOXO,
Sheryl

Say it isn't so..

Maybe I should study Psychology, so I know what you're thinking. You're just weird, seriously... Who knows whats on your mind. Sorry, but I'm not a mind-reader. Perhaps I really can't understand what you're thinking about...

I don't know what I'm talking, but yah. Those sentences came out randomly while listening to some songsssss.

xoxo,
S.

Cherry Blossoms

Feeling frustrated whenever it hurts. Its just very irritating. Imagine doing your work halfway, you gotta stop doing whatever you're doing and press your back. How irritating can that get? Its very disturbing. But oh well, hahahaha I'm used to it already!

I finally got a hospital appointment on the 12th August. Still a looooong way from now, but yeah..time doesn't pass just like that, it actually zooms before you know that that 1 minute you're enjoying is over. LOL!? I seriously don't get what crap I'm saying. Ok, weird.

Anywayz, I dont know why I suddenly like Cherry Blossoms! I find them very pretty! Hahaha, so now...my laptop wallpaper's cherry blossom, msn dp is cherry blossom, msn skin is cherry blossom too! I think I'm love with it after buying this Japanese Cherry Blossom perfume for my Momma. HAHA! THE FLOWERS ARE REALLY BEAUTIFUL!

I wanna go Japan during Spring, to see all those beautiful flowers. It blooms in Spring right? Hehehe. Imagine walking down the street with pretty pink/white flowers around you! Such a dream come true...



Thank You for the "Doctor's prescription card" :D
It indeed did make my day! Haha!
Thank you very very veryyyyy much :D

Pain

Time seems to be zooming past me everyday. If only time could pause for just 1 day, and let me escape from Earth. O Levels are approaching, in less than 100 days. Can you believe it? This is driving me insane, seriously. I guess, I'm just afraid of death huh? K, what am I talking? O's aren't death. Its just another obstacle I gotta overcome.

I wish I could make it go away. My back is seriously getting on my nerves. I visited the doctor for probably 3 times, went X-Ray, but kinda X-rayed the wrong part, cause I told the doctor the wrong part where it hurts. How silly of me. Have been eating pills, with side effects that make me wanna cry...

Now, I'm not able to take Napfa. What is this ): I want to be like everyone else, completeing their 5 items, 2.4km run and achieving the results they want. Why can't I do it? Why did I have this back problem? I don't even know what problem it is. It just hurts all the time, no matter what I'm doing. I can't sit for long, walk also pain. Lie down also pain. What is this? Isn't it like better off being paralysed?!

Perhaps I should look at the bright side, and believe that the problem would be cured. Its only the matter of time..

I'm suppose to go physiotheraphy on weekdays after school, but apparently I'm not able to go due to lessons ending very late.

I pray, the pain will go away
& not by my side..

With L,
Sherylinistic

Halo

A couple of days ago... Si Hui & I were having this conversation.

Me: Si Hui you crazy already! You used to be so innocent last time! You used to have a halo above your head! Where is it? Now become two devil horns already!!!

(Because si hui was losing herself, she was going crazy laughing like some dingdong seriously...)

Then she said...

Si Hui: HAHAHA! BEYONCE TOOK IT!!!

Get the "joke"?

Ultra lame. 

Handicraft

Went airport to do jiaolian's pressie with quekie yesterday :D

Mum helped me to curl my hair temporaily. So its like once you wash your hair, bye curls. HAHA! We took like 2 hours just to cut and paste?! Amazing huh? But can't blame, cause they were chinese words, so must curve here & there, in the words got hole here and there somemore. That explains the 2 hours. Mindy left from there, then I went to find my family, cause Dad arriving at T3, where we were.

Yesterday damn funny, I upload the pictures I took with Mindy to FB, then Hui Min saw my curly hair, she made such a big fuss of it, cause I didn't want to admit that I curled it. HAHAHA! Then Eric Leong came in, Keith, then Teck Li. So I went to purposely tag Mindy so that her inbox would be flooded. HAHAHAHA! Evil I know, but who cares :P